Status Quo

Happiness - 2/10
Disappointment - 9/10
Anger - 6/10
Regrets - 5/10
Shock - 1/10
Calmness - 8/10
Neutrality - Getting there...

Burnt

When one plays with fire, its a matter of time b4 he gets burnt. Am as broke as a joke :(

"A man who has nothing which he is willing to fight for ... is a miserable creature who has no chance of being free, unless made and kept so by the exertions of better men than himself."
-John Stuart Mill

Smoking lowers Parkinson's disease risk

Alright! Finally smoking scores a point!

NEW YORK (Reuters Health) - A new study adds to the previously reported evidence that cigarette smoking protects against Parkinson's disease. Specifically, the new research shows a temporal relationship between smoking and reduced risk of Parkinson's disease. That is, the protective effect wanes after smokers quit.
"It is not our intent to promote smoking as a protective measure against Parkinson's disease," Evan L. Thacker from Harvard School of Public Health emphasized in comments to Reuters Health. "Obviously smoking has a multitude of negative consequences. Rather, we did this study to try to encourage other scientists...to consider the possibility that neuroprotective chemicals may be present in tobacco leaves."
As reported in the March 6th issue of Neurology, Thacker and colleagues analyzed data, including detailed lifetime smoking histories, from 79,977 women and 63,348 men participating in the Cancer Prevention Study II Nutrition Cohort. During about 9 years of follow-up, 413 subjects developed definite or probable Parkinson's disease.
Compared to people who had never smoked and were considered to have "normal" Parkinson's disease risk, former smokers had a 22-percent lower risk of Parkinson's disease and current smokers had a 73-percent lower risk.
"The results were similar for men and women, and were also similar to the results of studies by many other researchers looking at the same topic," Thacker noted.
In former smokers, more years of smoking, fewer years since quitting, more cigarettes per day, and a higher total amount of lifetime smoking were all related to a lower Parkinson's disease risk. The researchers also found that the duration of smoking and the time since quitting influenced risk more than the average daily amount of smoking.
"A 30 percent to 60 percent decreased risk of Parkinson's disease was apparent for smoking as early as 15 to 24 years before symptom onset, but not for smoking 25 or more years before onset," the investigators report.
"The results of our study," Thacker said, "can probably be explained by something in cigarettes -- most likely in the tobacco itself -- actually protecting people against getting Parkinson's disease. That would be the simplest explanation that makes the most sense."
Studies to determine if, in fact, there are neuroprotective compounds in tobacco are warranted, the researchers say. "The observation that smokeless tobacco users also have a lower risk of Parkinson's disease suggests that the most likely candidates are not compounds generated by combustion, but rather constituents of the tobacco leaves."
SOURCE: Neurology, March 6,, 2007.
http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20070320/hl_nm/smoking_parkinsons_dc_1;_ylt=Ap0tzbrxXMT.InuduUhcjtfZa7gF

Democarcy

Why does the west try so hard to sell their democracy to e rest of the world? Many a time to the extent of using their military to force "democracy" on em? Whats in it for em? I do not believe its all purely abt democracy. There muz b a hidden catch. A hundred yrs ago they colonize, now they "democratize" whats nxt?

"A promiscuous person is someone who is getting more sex than you are."
-Victor Lownes

"A slut is someone whom slept with everyone else in the room but you"
-Anonymous

You noe u're no longer a casual drinker when bucks spent on booze surpasses what you spend on food...

Hypocrite

Its hypocrtical how some can paint a negative picture of you and then claim disappointment that other r prejudiced against u.

Stuff tt annoys me

1. The breast pump at the dining table
- A foolproof way to kill my appetite. Why the fuck did she have to place it there? Can't she do it in her room or something?
2. Placing of her milk in the fridge
-Come on! if u dun wanna share fridge space juz say so, why resort into such gross act?
3. The annoying sound of passing train (more so if they sound the horn) in the morning.
Guys, its not not our friendly mrts its the real mccoy, its really a fucking train!!! I only realised that the railway track lies juz opposite my room after moving in...
4. The Koreans n Japs in e area
I'm nt one of u so leave me outta this...
5. The moron cashier at 7-eleven
Either u have a really serious brain damage or suffers from mental retardation. Wadever e case, since both will render u a moron...U may find it amusing to id me every SINGLE time i get cigarettes or booze, most ridiculously when u id me TWICE in the SAME afternoon(15mins apart to b exact), this i will never forget since its the concluding evidence tt u're trying to b funny. I'll nt do anyhing now but come summer, u'll b in for a pleasant surprise, since summer is when they "go out n play".
6. My Phi prof tt can't pronounce my last name
Aye u've got the most irritating n ridiculous way of pronouncing my last name, why can't u juz fucking listen to me n pronounce it like how u say "GO"!?!

Sick

Hey ppl, jus to let u guys know how sick in this world we live in :
Abasiophilia: love of (or sexual attraction to) people who use leg braces or other orthopaedic appliances Acrotomophilia: love of (or sexual attraction to) amputees Agalmatophilia: sexual attraction to statues or mannequins or immobility Algolagnia: sexual pleasure from pain Amaurophilia: sexual arousal by a partner whom one is unable to see due to artificial means, such as being blindfolded or having sex in total darkness. (See: sensory deprivation) Andromimetophilia: love of women dressed as men Apodysophilia: desire to undress, see also nudism Apotemnophilia: desire to have (or sexual arousal from having) a healthy appendage (limb, digit, or male genitals) amputated Aquaphilia: arousal from water and/or in watery environments, including swimming pools Aretifism: sexual attraction to people who are without footwear, in contrast to retifism Asphyxiophilia: sexual attraction to asphyxia; also called breath control play; including autoerotic asphyxiation; see medical warnings Autogynephilia: love of oneself as a woman (although it is highly controversial whether this exists as described; see article for further discussion) Biastophilia: sexual pleasure from committing rape Coprophilia: sexual attraction to (or pleasure from) feces Crush fetish: sexual arousal from seeing small creatures being crushed by members of the opposite sex, or being crushed oneself Dacryphilia: sexual pleasure in eliciting tears from others or oneself Diaper fetishism: sexual arousal from diapers Emetophilia (a.k.a. vomerophilia): sexual attraction to vomit Ephebophilia (a.k.a. hebephilia): sexual attraction towards adolescents Eproctophilia: sexual attraction to flatulence Exhibitionism: sexual arousal through sexual behavior in view of third parties (also includes the recurrent urge or behavior to expose one's genitals to an unsuspecting person, known as indecent exposure) Fetishism: is the use of non-sexual or nonliving objects or part of a person's body to gain sexual excitement. Examples include: Balloon fetishism -- breast fetishism -- foot fetishism (podophilia) -- fur fetishism -- leather fetishism -- lipstick fetishism -- medical fetishism -- panty fetishism -- robot fetishism -- rubber fetishism -- shoe fetishism -- smoking fetishism -- spandex fetishism -- transvestic fetishism (see below) Frotteurism: sexual arousal from the recurrent urge or behavior of touching or rubbing against a nonconsenting person. Galactophilia: sexual attraction to human milk or lactating women Gerontophilia: sexual attraction towards the elderly Haemophilia: sexual attraction involving blood (either on a sex partner or attractive member of the opposite sex or the liquid itself) Harpaxophilia: sexual arousal from being the victim of a robbery or burglary Hematolagnia: sexual attraction to blood Hybristophilia: sexual arousal to people who have committed crimes, in particular cruel or outrageous crimes Infantilism: sexual pleasure from dressing, acting, or being treated as a baby Klismaphilia: sexual pleasure from enemas Lust murder: sexual arousal through committing murder Macrophilia: sexual attraction to larger people and large things (including larger body organs such as breasts and genitalia) Maiesiophilia: sexual attraction to childbirth or pregnant women Masochism: is the recurrent urge or behavior of wanting to be humiliated, beaten, bound, or otherwise made to suffer. Microphilia: sexual attraction to small things and things of smaller size Mysophilia: sexual attraction to soiled, dirty, foul or decaying material Necrophilia: sexual attraction to corpses Necrozoophilia: sexual attraction to the corpses or killings of animals (also known as necrobestiality) Nepiophilia: the same as infantophilia sexual attraction to children between the age of 0 - 3 yrs. Pedophilia: sexual attraction to prepubescent children (also spelt paedophilia in some countries) Pictophilia: inability to become sexually aroused except through the use of pictorial pornography Plushophilia: sexual attraction to stuffed toys or people in animal costume, such as theme park characters Pyrophilia: sexual arousal through watching, setting, hearing/talking/fantasizing about fire. Sadism: is the recurrent urge or behavior involving acts in which the pain or humiliation of the victim is sexually exciting. Sitophilia: sexual arousal from food Telephone scatologia: being sexually aroused by making obscene telephone calls Teratophilia: sexual attraction to deformed or monstrous people Transformation fetish: sexual arousal from depictions of transformations of people into objects or other beings Transvestic fetishism: is a sexual attraction towards the clothing of the opposite gender (also known as transvestitism) Trichophilia: love (or sexual arousal) from hair Urolagnia: sexual attraction to urine Vorarephilia: sexual attraction to being eaten by, and/or eating, another person or creature Voyeurism: sexual arousal through watching others having sex (also includes the recurrent urge or behavior to observe an unsuspecting person who is naked, disrobing or engaging in sexual activities, see peeping tom) Xenophilia: sexual attraction to foreigners (in science fiction, can also mean sexual attraction to aliens) Zoophilia: emotional or sexual attraction to animals Zoosadism: the sexual enjoyment of causing pain and suffering to animals. Initially i wanted to count but its way too much.

Eventually, e long overdue peace & serenity slipped into light. Please let the drama end here. Its an atrocity to shove someone against his will into a wretched play, forcing him to sit out the entire debacle, and then making him watch the whole balderdash over again immediately in the next sitting. The script was mediocre, the actress substandard, to sum it up simply ; its a bloody scam...

Love(or lust?) at first sight?

Is this guy for real!?! PRC+Shanghai=Portentous mix...I smell trouble...

"Last night about 3am, after going to a Beach Road disco, I went with my kaki to have supper in Geylang. I ran into this super chio Chinese girl that made my jaws drop and my heart go wild. She was the most beautiful woman I ever saw in my life. Wow, drop dead gorgeous. From the moment I saw her, I totally lost awareness of all my surroundings except her. Oh my God, how could there be anyone so beautiful.
My super laojiao and cynic friend told me she was just another PRC hooker and told me to go home and wank off. But since I wasn't paying attention to him, he was offended and walked off.
I hesitated but decided to chat up the girl since she was alone. I made some small talk and said that I intended to have steamboat but it is a bit heavy for one person and if she would like to join me. She smiled and said yes and I was actually too attracted to eat anything. But the steamboat supper gave me time to get to know her.
It turned out that my friend was right - no prizes for guessing. She was here to make money selling her body. She had just landed a few hours earlier in Changi and had just moved into a private apartment that the agent had arranged for her, with five other women. They were to work as hostesses in a downtown karaoke joint. She used to work as a hotel waitress in Shanghai before meeting the Singaporean man who arranged for her to come here.
I was very lustful because of her gorgeous beauty, but at the same time was quite intrigued to hear her story. I found it quite strange that a stranger would open up to me and tell me so many things. She said she had met many Singaporean men in Shanghai and felt Singapore is safe. I asked her why she decided to become a hostess, she said she can make in one day what she makes in a month in Shanghai. She showed me her passport and yes, it was her very first night in Singapore
I was her first customer. We checked into a hotel in Lor 17. I was amazed she didn't even state her price. But it was a first time here. Since this is not a sex forum, I cannot go into details but it was the best sex I have had for a long long time. I decided to save her - and to have an exclusive relationship with her.
The only problem is that I am not rich. I have some money but not a lot. This morning, at about 11am, I went to see the agent. He demanded $1,000 a day for every day of her social visit pass, or $30,000 in all. I said I don't have that money and he asked me to fuck off or he will make trouble for me. I said bro, I can make trouble for you too, you just wanna make money, let's settle for $10,000. He said $18,000 prosperous number for Chinese New Year - no more bargain or he will lose his temper. I looked at my girl, who was holding tightly to me. I said OK. We all went to UOB, where I cashed out my $20,000 FD. The agent looked at me and smiled and wished me good luck and have many children.
I took Moon to the clinic for a screening. We waited about an hour for the HIV test, which came back negative. The other test results I will only know next week.
I took her home and she opened herself up to me again. This time I took me own sweet time and gently tasted her for the better part of the afternoon before coming inside her. Without condom, it was even better. I wanted her so bad. She is so incredibly beautiful and sweet.
But she came here to make money and now that I have freed her from the agent, I still need to provide for her and give her some money for the month that she is with me, then travel to China to meet her family. I don't have much money left and need to make some really fast money.
I am charmed by her, I cannot think of anything but pleasing her. I want to make fast money, I am willing to do anything, even risk my life. As long as it is not chek ark lui - i.e. nobody gets hurt in the process - I 'm willing to do anything. Anyone got any ideas what I can do? I am in exhibition space sales, I make about $3k a month basic and about $2k to $3k in commissions on average in a seasonal business. I need to make a lot more money.
A woman of this beauty only comes once in a lifetime. My ship has come and I it won't leave without me. Dear friends, please help with your suggestions."

Fraud

Its ironic how in this play where the vegan butcher becomes the piteous victim really pleased the crowd. Some might call her the unwilling perpetrator, while others may argue it to be a well justified pre-emptive strike. Whatever it may be, its for the higher powers to decide. If i were to name this play, i would call it fruad, nothing more, nothing less...

Collateral damage

If this is the collateral damage, its a price too high to pay. Why he misses her so much :

Humble
Understanding
Accomodating
Nice (yes its simple as tt)